untuk awak (v1.0)

awak

janganlah mengugat hati saya

aduyaiii.. saya ni fragile orangnye

jangan lah berkata-kata begitu

nanti kalau saya betol2 jatuh hati macam mane

kesian kat si 'dia' nanti

tibe-tiba saya lari tinggalkan 'dia'

hanya sebab saya dah angaw kat awak

ishhh... jangan la sampai begitu

kita kan kawan

sampai bila-bila pon akan tetap kawan okeyh

awak jangan la berkata-kata begitu

memberi ayat-ayat yang boleh

membuatkan jantung saya berdegup kencang

pipi saya kemerahan

semuanye jadi tak keruan

seperti yang saya kata tadi

saya ni fragile orang nya

tolong ye..

(^_^)/

**untuk cik diyanah amin, kalau anda tahu siapa 'awak' yang di maksudkan tu.. sila DIAM-DIAM saja.. depan saya pon jangan berkata APA-APA ok.. saya ni FRAGILE orangnye**

3

3

the odd number

3

the magical number

3

'you and me'

280907 - 280910

its been 3 years

full with

3 magical words

-i love you-

and sometimes filled with

3 killed words

-i hate you-

full with

3 emotions

-love + miss + happy-

sometimes filled with

3 feelings of

hatred + annoyed + furious

3 years we been thru

the journey filled with lots of obstacles

but

3 years we been together

i learned lots

thank you *awak*

**saya sayang awak.. awak tolong jaga saya baik2 okeyh.. nanti saya lari tinggalkan awak nanti**

forgive

we easily forgive people

because

we still want them in our live

i forgive but i wont forget

all the mistakes that u ever made

it doesnt meant that i will talk about it

but just as a caution to me for the next time

i forgive but i wont put the trust

like i used to do before

i doesnt meant that i dont trust u at all

i just wont to be hurt again

yes

i forgive

and yes

i want you in my life

but please dont take me for granted

coz i am ordinary human dat do has heart and feeling

i cant promise that ill always be there

when things happen more than twice

feelings

"Feelings don't die easily

coz we keep feeding them with memories.

That's exactly the reason why it's so hard to move on"

take by Diyanah

Quote by Nina

the rest of my life

For the rest of my life

I`ll be with you

I`ll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I`ll be loving you.loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and night

I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes

Now and forever II`ll be there for you

Some Things Are Felt

Some things are felt

and not spoken

and when i want to ask for them

i CANT

and if you do them

after i ask for them

then there's no use

some things are felt

and not spoken

that hurt in the heart

but it doesnt show

and i stay tired of all the time

between telling you or not saying a word

i CANT tell you to change your whole approach of loving me

or have some jealous towards me

or surprise me once and bring me a gift

or to let me live and see something i didnt expect

i CANT tell you to make the world a more beautiful place in my eyes

and change things in me

no matter how close you are to me or from me

i CANT tell you the way i WANT our life to be

you SHOULD know by yourself

sometimes it appears that i have stayed quiet

and calmed down, pleased, and gotten used to it

this doesnt mean that you think i have given up

and sometime you feel that i have gotten bored of this

though im just hiding the tiredness

oh my love, dont let me reach a stage where i'd say

"i wish i had spoken and said something"

how i wish

how i wish i didnt know you

then i wouldnt love you

how i wish i didnt love you

then i wouldnt need you

how i wish i didnt need you

then i wouldnt think of you

how i wish i didnt think of you

then i wouldnt hurt my self

but after all

how i wish i met u earlier

then i would love you more

need you a little longer

think of you all the time

loving you is the best thing i can do

i hope you felt the same way too

but if you dont,

please tell me the truth

so i can heal my heart earlier

before i fall more deeper in love

10 Things I HATE ABOUT YOU

1. you got a very good looking until other tries to get your attention
2. you were too cool till i cant argue no more
3. you always tell me the truths went sometimes i just want to hear a bit lies
4. you always care about me until i cant be independent
5. you always there for me until i cant felt lonely
6. you always said that u love and miss me until i felt nothing with those words
7. you put me on the first when sometimes i want to be your last
8. you hurt me by letting me think and missing you the whole day
9. you dont said too much when i want to hear your voice

and last but not least

the MOST reason why i HATE you is..

10. you let me fall in love with you.. and this love became stronger and stronger each day..

love

i became

too protective

too sensitive

too emotional

just because of love

i dont love you like i did yesterday

because i love you more than yesterday