Some Things Are Felt

Some things are felt

and not spoken

and when i want to ask for them

i CANT

and if you do them

after i ask for them

then there's no use

some things are felt

and not spoken

that hurt in the heart

but it doesnt show

and i stay tired of all the time

between telling you or not saying a word

i CANT tell you to change your whole approach of loving me

or have some jealous towards me

or surprise me once and bring me a gift

or to let me live and see something i didnt expect

i CANT tell you to make the world a more beautiful place in my eyes

and change things in me

no matter how close you are to me or from me

i CANT tell you the way i WANT our life to be

you SHOULD know by yourself

sometimes it appears that i have stayed quiet

and calmed down, pleased, and gotten used to it

this doesnt mean that you think i have given up

and sometime you feel that i have gotten bored of this

though im just hiding the tiredness

oh my love, dont let me reach a stage where i'd say

"i wish i had spoken and said something"