Tuesday, 28 September 2010

untuk awak (v1.0)

janganlah mengugat hati saya
aduyaiii.. saya ni fragile orangnye
jangan lah berkata-kata begitu
nanti kalau saya betol2 jatuh hati macam mane
kesian kat si 'dia' nanti
tibe-tiba saya lari tinggalkan 'dia'
hanya sebab saya dah angaw kat awak
ishhh... jangan la sampai begitu
kita kan kawan
sampai bila-bila pon akan tetap kawan okeyh
awak jangan la berkata-kata begitu
memberi ayat-ayat yang boleh
membuatkan jantung saya berdegup kencang
pipi saya kemerahan
semuanye jadi tak keruan
seperti yang saya kata tadi
saya ni fragile orang nya
tolong ye..

**untuk cik diyanah amin, kalau anda tahu siapa 'awak' yang di maksudkan tu.. sila DIAM-DIAM saja.. depan saya pon jangan berkata APA-APA ok.. saya ni FRAGILE orangnye**

Monday, 27 September 2010


the odd number

the magical number

'you and me'

280907 - 280910
its been 3 years

full with
3 magical words
-i love you-

and sometimes filled with
3 killed words
-i hate you-

full with
3 emotions
-love + miss + happy-

sometimes filled with
3 feelings of
hatred + annoyed + furious

3 years we been thru
the journey filled with lots of obstacles
3 years we been together
i learned lots

thank you *awak*

**saya sayang awak.. awak tolong jaga saya baik2 okeyh.. nanti saya lari tinggalkan awak nanti**

Saturday, 25 September 2010


we easily forgive people
we still want them in our live

i forgive but i wont forget
all the mistakes that u ever made
it doesnt meant that i will talk about it
but just as a caution to me for the next time
i forgive but i wont put the trust
like i used to do before
i doesnt meant that i dont trust u at all
i just wont to be hurt again

i forgive
and yes
i want you in my life
but please dont take me for granted
coz i am ordinary human dat do has heart and feeling
i cant promise that ill always be there
when things happen more than twice

Wednesday, 22 September 2010


"Feelings don't die easily
coz we keep feeding them with memories.
That's exactly the reason why it's so hard to move on"

take by Diyanah
Quote by Nina

Tuesday, 21 September 2010

the rest of my life

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever II`ll be there for you

Tuesday, 14 September 2010

Some Things Are Felt

Some things are felt
and not spoken
and when i want to ask for them
and if you do them
after i ask for them
then there's no use

some things are felt
and not spoken
that hurt in the heart
but it doesnt show
and i stay tired of all the time
between telling you or not saying a word
i CANT tell you to change your whole approach of loving me
or have some jealous towards me
or surprise me once and bring me a gift
or to let me live and see something i didnt expect
i CANT tell you to make the world a more beautiful place in my eyes
and change things in me
no matter how close you are to me or from me
i CANT tell you the way i WANT our life to be
you SHOULD know by yourself

sometimes it appears that i have stayed quiet
and calmed down, pleased, and gotten used to it
this doesnt mean that you think i have given up
and sometime you feel that i have gotten bored of this
though im just hiding the tiredness
oh my love, dont let me reach a stage where i'd say
"i wish i had spoken and said something"

Monday, 13 September 2010

how i wish

how i wish i didnt know you
then i wouldnt love you

how i wish i didnt love you
then i wouldnt need you

how i wish i didnt need you
then i wouldnt think of you

how i wish i didnt think of you
then i wouldnt hurt my self

but after all
how i wish i met u earlier
then i would love you more
need you a little longer
think of you all the time

loving you is the best thing i can do
i hope you felt the same way too
but if you dont,
please tell me the truth
so i can heal my heart earlier
before i fall more deeper in love


  1. you got a very good looking until other tries to get your attention
  2. you were too cool till i cant argue no more
  3. you always tell me the truths went sometimes i just want to hear a bit lies
  4. you always care about me until i cant be independent
  5. you always there for me until i cant felt lonely
  6. you always said that u love and miss me until i felt nothing with those words
  7. you put me on the first when sometimes i want to be your last
  8. you hurt me by letting me think and missing you the whole day
  9. you dont said too much when i want to hear your voice

and last but not least
the MOST reason why i HATE you is..

10. you let me fall in love with you.. and this love became stronger and stronger each day..


i became

too protective
too sensitive
too emotional

just because of love

i dont love you like i did yesterday
because i love you more than yesterday